Chest pressure
Sweating
Jaw pain
Heartburn and/or indigestion
Arm pain (more commonly the left arm, but may be either)
Upper back pain
General malaise (vague feeling of illness)
Nausea
Shortness of breath
i had it all. Guessed what. it was a heart attack symptoms. i was sitting down watching tv when suddenly i cant breath properly. it is not after a heavy meal of whatsoever. instead i just finish my bowel.
i thought maybe its too cold . so i keep on watching tv. Thut Thut . i cant breathe. i am so afraid. i quicky enter and close my room. i lie down. praying that i can survive this order.
death is what scares me off. i always say that i aint afraid of dying, because my life is worthless.
but when in the brink of death, i started to retrieve back my words. i covered myself with blanket and socks on. i slowly inhale and exhale. in an hour time. i started to breath back normally. thank god i should say.
i hope it doesnt strike on me again.
i wonder what had i did wrong.
i had to work in order to have $ for our vacation.
i am saving up. i wanna u to enjoy with me of what i earned, and not pulling u along the dry path.
i didnt give my mama 2 mths of allowances already. i wanna save up for our trip.
u gave me attitude but u said u didnt.
so much things happen in my outlet when i meet jiaqi and hit things up.
pohcheng coming back tml, jiaqi 17th flying.
more stressful at work again.
i know that work is never easy, but who doesnt want an easy job.
i am earning for an allowance, and not for enjoyment or pass time..
fcked it seriously. shagged
Today is a day where i meeting up with huifen's parents.
it doesn't turn up very well.
From the moment i stepped into her house till i leave from the car.
but i treat it as a challenge.
i still remember i read a book and it quotes that,
what doesn't kill you make you stronger.
yes i am now stronger and braver to crush all challenges setting up in front of me
I bathe and changed and walk to my house bus stop.
First time i froze for a min, buses stop and passed me.
i wonder where i am heading to.
i close my eyes and i said to myself, the moment i open my eye,
i will board the bus.
31 came and i boarded it.
i sit down with my headphone playing songs,
i wnder where shall i head to.
i alight near ecp.
i walk from tail to head and back to tail.
i'm tired, i sit down and took out my notepad.
i starting singing and started writing.
and i found back myself.
Tell me you will be back. Pa
Dad, why wont u fly to my hand?
my dad became a grasshopper and came into my living room.
i was playing CS on my computer , my mum shouted , liang ahh , look at this grasshopper.
i glanced down and i say that is a fish not a grasshopper.
den i stop and took a eagle view, it was a grasshopper, but a body of a fish.
i shivered a little, it was glaring at me,
my mum called out my dad's name and say , if u are him , jump to my hand.
it straight away jump onto my mum's hand. i called out but it didnt .
it is pacing up and down of my mum's arms.
suddenly, tons of flashback flashed through me, i dont know why but i keep looking at the grasshopper. and it look back to me. like it is calling out for me.
my mum wanna set free. and it a wink , it dropped and disappear.
i searched high and low but to no avail.
Den, i believe, yes DAD, u came back and not yet forgiven me.
i couldnt take a picture because mum says the spirit might get absorb away.
Dad, why wont u hop onto my arms and whisper to me, how are you i wonder.
im doing neither good on earth.
how i wish i can just .........
EARNING more money from working nowdays.
after tues , off two days and head to work for f1
so excited about the challenges i can get from customers.
and confirm my own illusion of angmoh and local customers, lets see how the differences are.
gonna go fairprice to stock up my maggie mee at my workplace alr.
save $ and go vacation with this ASS above :D
20/09/2009 , -A moment like this
2nd bro going army.
p.tekong
7th month dinner. and i saw my sweetie pie again !
her mum only 21. pretty too . no wonder daughter so pretty.
much better den my cousin
at least this ask her hug she come running to u.
my cousin ask her come let me hug she say my hair like chicken
ass
take care 2nd brother inside army. my real blood one btw.
when boys turns into MAN !
7th month dinner. and i saw my sweetie pie again !